Wednesday, August 31, 2011

every cloud has a silver lining.

to every hardship, something good comes out of it.

hard work pays off, let me tell you.

look what I got in the mail yesterday..


an invitation from the one and only Johns Hopkins University.
to attend an admissions conference.

I cannot contain my excitement :)
Johns Hopkins is the university I have dreamt about attending.
This is such a great opportunity!


Yeah I know it's backwards.  Thanks to Photobooth for that.
But, it says,

"You and your family are invited to join the deans of admissions from four of the nation's top colleges and universities for a presentation on academics, student life, and the application process."

Can't wait to go to that next week in Salt Lake!

And more exciting news,
I got my uniform!
Well, part of it.

Here's today's outfit.


 blue polo. khaki pants. typical.


Karl G. Maeser insignia and everything; I'm lookin pretty official.


Today was a better day.  After notes and letters of encouragement from countless numbers of friends, I had a much more successful day :)  I made a few new friends and am starting to enjoy my classes a little! 

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Maeser; day 1.

I, Emily Vera Brown,

am drowning.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~lol~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

^^that's me drowning.^^

Here's how my day went today.

6:10 woke up.
6:15 showered and got ready for school.
7:00 dressed in my Maeser uniform.
7:15 drove to Maeser.

7:30 started 1st period. [seminary. a.k.a. church at school.]

8:25 started 2nd period. [AP Calculus. AB. 13 people in my class.]

9:20 go to 3rd period. [CHINESE 1. I'm dying. Ni Hao?...]

10:15 start 4th period. [AP Chemistry. funny teacher.]

11:05 LUNCH. that was awful. had a friend to sit by, but felt so incredibly lonely..

11:35 commences 5th&6th period. [what?! 5th&6th period? yeah. weird.. Socratic Seminar. English and History combined. Two hour seminar.]

1:25 starts 7th period. [Honors Government.. good thing I hate discussing politics.]

2:20 starts 8th period. [Computer Tech. last class of the day, wohoo! good thing I have 105 wpm, like I really need to be in that class...]

And school finally ends at 3:10pm.
WHAT.
going from 2:15 to 3:10 is a big change..
and having 8 classes a day rather than 4.
and homework for 8 classes every night.

yes, I'm drowning.

another word could describe me as OVERWHELMED.

Monday, August 29, 2011

and I took the one less traveled by.

I have made my decision.

Ladies and gentlemen...

I have been accepted to Karl G. Maeser Preparatory Academy.

I transferred today.

Tomorrow is my first day.


Uniform, and all.
I don't know what I think about this; I know in my heart this is everything that I need in my life, and this is the opportunity that will open doors constantly throughout the rest of my life.

And yet I'm devastated to leave my friends and school behind.

The plus side to this is that I can run track at Timpanogos still, because Maeser doesn't have a track team themselves.

The best of both worlds (sorta).

Prayer does a lot, people.  The Man Upstairs knows what's best for you, and if you listen to Him, He will get you to the places you need to go.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

two roads diverged in a wood.


Decisions cause too much stress to handle sometimes.

Opportunities show themselves.

Emotions overcome you instantly.

Tears come up into your eyes; you try and push them back.

A time constraint of 48 hours doesn't do much help, either.

One decision can change your life.  One simple choice.
And it can take you on a completely different course than you planned on being.

Or maybe you did plan on taking that route, just not as quickly as it came to you.
And it hits you that you have always wanted this to happen, but that the way it came about was definitely not the way you expected, nor as early as you expected.

This poem by Robert Frost sums up my every thought.

"The Road Not Taken"

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost.

I am at the head of two roads diverging in a wood.

I don't know which to take.
Maybe I'll take Robert Frost's advice, and take the one less traveled by.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

his name is.


and I said yes.

Can't wait to go to Homecoming with....

 Cam McGinn!

I have a fantastic date, absolutely cannot wait for September 10th :)

Monday, August 22, 2011

dancy pants.



I got asked to Homecoming.




My first dance.




cute :)

and the family survived.

I think it's time for a story.  One that is close to my soul, strikes fear in my heart, and brings tears to my eyes every time I share it.  

     It was the day after Christmas, in the year 2003.  A young family of four, a mother and father, and a daughter and son.  As a present from Santa, they received snowshoes the day previous.  The children, and parents as well, couldn't wait to go out into their favorite place, the great outdoors, and use the newly opened gifts.  The family packed up and drove up to their favorite canyon, and went to a place called Aspen Grove.  Many family memories had been shared there, and this was just going to be another great one to add.  
     They unloaded, and got on their way.  The father knew his cell phone would have no service up this canyon, but after the family had ventured off a ways, he had a strong urge to go back and get his phone.  He obeyed this prompting, not knowing why.
     The family continued on.
     Throughout the course of their snowshoe trek, little things kept holding the family back; the little girl had a bloody nose, the boy kept making his own trails, going off the main path.  All of these making the hike much longer than necessary.  After a while, the father noticed on the side of the mountain that there were some snowboarders up in the middle of the mountain, and doing some back-country boarding.  He felt the impression to count how many there were.  He counted 6.  The impression came again to count; a double-check.
     He now counted 7.
     Immediately this father recognized that these young teenagers were in an avalanche chute.  An extremely dangerous place to be in, as the night before had received several feet of new snow.  He started to worry for his family, but tried to think nothing of it, and to enjoy the time spent with his family.
     All of a sudden, the girl decided to look up at the top of the mountain above the snowboarders.  She asked her father,
     "Dad, what is that?"

     A billowing cloud of snow was racing a hundred miles an hour down the mountain side; rumbling like the sound of an earthquake, and the word death written across it.
     An avalanche.

     Death was a sudden reality, the parents of this family knew, and soon the children realized it too.  The father yelled, "RUN!" and they ran.  They ran as fast as they could through feet of snow, and made it about 20 feet further.  They crouched down, made pockets in the snow for air, and waited for the avalanche to cover them.  
     Wind speeds up to 80 mph, rock and debris being flung about like nothing; their lives flashed before their eyes, even the young children.

     And they were not covered.
     The family stood up; they were in a completely different landscape, nothing was recognizable.  Instantly the father pulled out his phone, prayed for a miracle, and called 911.

     The call went through.  He was connected to 911, and immediately got ahold of search and rescue and told them of the disaster.  Just as he finished the call, another rumbling started.
     A second avalanche was on its way.  There was no time for anything else but to have God on this family's side.  The family knelt in the snow and said a prayer, thinking that it could be their last together.
     As the second avalanche approached, they had no time to move, so they did the same as before, and hoped not to be covered as expected.
     
     The second one passed, and the family was not covered in snow.
     Now the family knew that they needed to get back or they would surely die.  But in order to do that, they needed to cross the avalanche path, a dangerous place to be, and in the wide open.  They decided to do so, rather than continue forward into the bowl where more avalanches could break.  The family made it about three quarters of the way across, when they heard a large "BOOM" and felt the ground drop; the snow settle into place.  
     A third was coming.  And it felt like the largest of them all.  This time the family was in the wrong place, right in the middle of where the flow would deposit.  They would surely be covered this time around.
     They were proved wrong, for a third time.  Not covered at all, but only by debris and blown snow, but not the snow pack of the avalanche.  
     The family ran for the trees, and made it back to the parking lot where they met with Search & Rescue; alive.

     The 7 snowboarders disappeared after the first slide.  Search & Rescue, along with the father, went out to search for the lost boys.  Four were able to dig themselves out.  Three were killed.


This was my family.
I was the little girl, just 8 years old.
My brother was only 6.

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"The avalanche covered an area the width of three city blocks and a half-mile long with as much as 14 feet of snow..." (CNN news).

The avalanche hit near the end of a storm that dumped 29 inches of snow in the Sundance area in 24 hours, according to the National Weather Service. (LA Times).


This is exactly the picture I remember in my head.  And this is a picture of my avalanche, the one I was in.


This is the Search & Rescue team, my dad included, looking for the missing boys.

So many other details aren't included in this, and yet I think this is enough.  There are countless news articles, newscasts, and even the 911 call that my dad made on the internet; I've heard and seen them myself.  

I thank my Lord that I survived this disaster, and know that I did for a reason.  There was no possible way, when you look back, that my family was supposed to live through that.  Somehow, we did.  Greater things were meant for us; I plan on achieving something great one day.  This story just proves that I am destined to.